Keep it Movin like a Uhaul.

ahhhhhhh. how life can be so sweet in a very odd time. well for those who do not know, my life took a turn, and honestly i would not say for the worst. at first like any change i felt weird about it, but then after analyzing i came to realize that it was just not for me. so being single again of course can suck in its own ways, being kinda lonely etc. but i got alot of stuff going for me and tons of things to keep me occupied. You would think honestly i would want to wild out and just interact with tons of women, eh not so fast. Even though its not a priority and im very content with waiting till this girl appears out of no where, there is still a special something that i want. I definitely realized this due to recent events. So where are you? The short cute girl with the sexiest lips on the block, who can make doing nothing fun, but who does apply herself and is driven and goal oriented. Someone that wants similar things in life as me but is not consumed by them. Where is the girl that understands that we are not here for ever, and that every day is a privaledge. My travel buddy, who will go anywhere at anytime with me, with no questions asked. Shes random, funny, smart, cultured, and just ooozes style and steez. ha. blah. i thought i had that, but no, i want that girl who really is a NERD. Who might not know everything that i do, but is definitely willing to learn. I want to learn too, teach me something, teach me everything that i dont know and you do. A girl that can eat, and loves to do it, cooks, bakes, and drinks ice cold coronas on a hot summer day lol. Hey ill design us a house, you gotta just live in it..in all honesty, i just want the respect, a girl that respects who i am, where ive come from, and what i do, and cherishes it. Make me feel special. and you will get 100 times more in return. ya im lame. but if your there, lets eat cinneman toast crunch together in my backyard on a sunday morning.

ha i thought this was funny.

I think I am officially crazy.

Soo the last few days me and the mrs. were doing a lil of the good old fashion welll you know....debating haha..over some dumb stuff too! but thats life..and i have come to realize i can be a real pain sometimes just as much as i always think she is, i probably match up pretty damn well lol...so yeah im trying to not be such a dick..seems possible right? considering im a nice guy..hha soo yeahh just got back from la peliculas con mi hermanos carlitos y trevor..haha shit was coo we saw drillbit taylor..damn shit was pretty funny.."you cant polish a turd" best line ever! But yea so i did some homework, going to do some more later today on easter after i get back from my aunts house..which is where we always go..but check it last night did a lil photo sesh with mi amigo carlos..he got some dope ass shots of me..so ill leave ya with 2 fingas and 1 photo. peace yall.

Tick Tock.

So yeahhhh...its wednesday which meannnsss my week is basically over, now just work, and homework, and a little bit of play in between for the next few days..but a whole lot more homework then i assumed. Check this, i am in class today and my professor scares the shit out of me by telling me that at our final presentation there is going to be like 20 famous architects and designers that he works with etc. all being critics at our final presentations, great just great. Oh well gotta do it. But he wants our projects to be soooooo good that its going to cost a fortune to make these things man, at least 2 to 300 dollars for my boards and at least another 100 for my model..BROKE. can we say that? BROKKKKEEE. lol. Yet again oh well, because this is my last semester so lets go out like a motha fuckkkin pimp! so i have yet to ride my bike this week, and tomorrow morning i have no class before work, so guess what? bike timmeeeeee. Thats it for tonight, oh yeah my gf rocks. and shes fucking hot shit! ahhahahaha.


food for thought. These are actually birdhouses. pretty dope huh?

Yes I am back and in worse shape than EVER.

hahhahhaha fuck everything!! lol. So dood, sorry i have not let out a fat blogg in this son of a snitch in a hot one..but i been busier than a hooker during tax return season. Lets see, school blows..and umm school blows too, and dood did you know school blows? I dont know i guess i think this way because i am sooo close to graduating, that i have a little case of senioritis..who knows maybe or maybe ive always been a dead beat lazy ass mofo. Thats probably it. haha. I enjoy designing up the ying yang, its just i dont like designing on schedule nor for a specific given task, which technically sums up a job lol, i dont know..im creative and i like to do my own creations..so its hard for me to sit down and focus on HOMEWORK. so i ditched class tonight because not only did i not have my design shit ready butttt, i had to write a paper that is due tomorrow(FINISHED! YES!) and now i have to go study for an exam that i have tomorrow morning at 8 am. (yay. =/.) Just trying to stay sane ya know? so my homie kimlo is off to vegas then to colorado, have fun homie, you will succeed, maybe ill move sometime soon, when i get the guts. Been thinking about moving alot lately since its coming up for me soon, and i got a few apartment hookups from people i know so well see how that works out..i cant wait so i can have all my cereal and snacks organized in ikea glass jars LOL im a nerd. and get some cool lil furniture and shit, my spot will be DOPE!..well sort of since ill be broke im assuming haha. I been riding my bike in the lil time that i do have and i LOVE it. i need money so i can get some new parts, but my savings im doing good on and i cant fuck that up and my checking is just low for the time being due to stupid bills that only occurred this month lol. its ok sunny days will conquer once again. Its weird ill wake up in such a stressful mood, then go outside to get in my car to go to work and the day is sooo fuckin gorgeous that i cannot waste it being mad and sad and stressed and everything else in the book, so i sit back breathe and say u know what? FUCK IT. From here on out stress, you are not my buddy, i do not like you my friend, you are now my enemy and i refuse to hang out with you, so get away, get farrrr farrr away. lol. oh yeah a lil visual for you crumbs, get inspired.

Really?

All I have to say is that, life is a rollercoaster ride. I think i have endured soo much that I am ready to pass out, but hey I am still going. Oh yea steenz good job on the real plates and next time slide some muffins my way. ha. And I have been cleaning alot lately, getting rid of things that I dont need in my life etc. Selling a few things, saving money, but there is one thing i will be buying with some of this money, and thats my new fixie!!

Everything Has Two Sides To It.

I have not touched base on thise thing for a week or so, I thought I would come bless the mic real quick before work. Well The 2nd week of school is almost over with already, so 14 more to go, this semester is going to fly by, which is a good thing but a bad one as well. Meaning I am going to have to watch my ass, and do everything possible to not fall behind. My classes are alright but a few of the teachers seem pretty weird..well things are going good on the other end of things, I am just realizing that I can be as wrong as anybody. Sometimes I would like to thing I am a genioius and never wrong, which is probably my worst feature. But wise men realize their weaknesses and work towards fixing them, ignorant stay ignorant to the fact they are no more perfect than the next man. So at almost 24 years of age, I am still a work in progress. Taxes are done, and im getting back almost 800 bucks! That could be used to cop the xti that i always wanted, or even go towards the new imac i want more than anything! Rather it is not, it will go in my savings and sit, because i really need to start saving for moving out after graduation..so boo i get nothing out of my tax return money! TTFN!

Grand Ol' Time.

Man this weekend was flat out the BEST. Well of course, besides the worthless fact that the chargers lost. Booo. It's ok we had one hell of a season, and we will be back and better than ever next year..so for all you bandwagon fans, hop off now bitches...so anywhoo, back to the weekend, well a year of not seeing a certain someone and finally reunited...damn, and it felt sooo goood. She is just amazing PERIOD. I went up this weekend hoping for the best and recieved even better, which I have no clue how that is possible, but it is. My life is going exactly where it needs to be headed as of now and the a missing piece of the puzzle that was originally in place was scooped up and plopped right back in its spot..so thankkkkk you boo for that. SF was nuts, such great weather this weekend up there, we probably walked about a good 8 to 9 miles total around the city that day it was just that great, went to some great stores, bought some goodies, ate some bomb fish and sipped some brew's with the Mrs. and finished it off with a great movie in the city..National Treasure 2 is dope as fuckkk so go see it..but ill be back up there soon, i cant ever get enough!! I lubbb HER.

A Confused Mind Is Sometimes A Healthy One.

SOo yeah..Im actually just a tad bit off the rocker, a nut job you could say..haha. Well not intirely but I actually am not as sure shot about life as I always convince my self to be. But hey who is right? I just need to learn to take things as they come, and not try to force things, because then they are not as real as they appear or originally intended to be, so relax b. relax. So recap, my chargers are the shit and now we have to face pretty much the craziest team to ever play, but we can hang, so I pray to the football gods that they grant us this one wish..anywho..Found out my ticker is still in good condition even though my anxiety tries to tell me otherwise..so yoga classes anyone? or just some sort of meditation they suggest, to find that inner peace and natural healing...steenz im meantioning you now, since you did not get mentioned in the last blog lol..your a trooper and a keeper so stick to ya gunz kiddd. Well this weekend Im off to the yay to get my "HELLA" on ya dig hahha..but no, jo mamas a girl i do care for aaaaalot and I are going to have a blast, and hit san fran and eat some good eats, and see some good sees, I can't wait! maybe nanay will make me some nilaga (spelling?) if I am lucky! ha..so yeah reading is good fo' yo health kids, almost done with another...till next time kids, I got my A's cap on and the town aint ready for ya boy!

There is no formula.

"Love is when you are concerned about someone else's situation as you are about your own" - Morrie Schwartz

I guess I can say I have some sort of understanding, on the reasoning of why I am the way I am. Some people can look at it as a bad thing, me being "worried" about their lives, and in actuality look at it as me being in their business. That's not what it is nor was at all. This is really for the people I do love and care so much about. I just want everyone close to me to succeed, to achieve not what they think they can, but what their dreams do. I do this, because I love you guys. Jo, your a beautiful girl with an even more beautiful soul..and you fall nothing short of greatness, and you will be great at whatever you do, including being an amazing life partner as well as a mother. Zac, your like my brother, and still the most down to earth person I know to date, I thank God everyday for blessing me with a bestfriend like you, because with out you I dont even know where I would be, moving to california unfamiliar with the setting, you had just as much to do with my upbringing as anyone...and I know you will succeed and I want that for you, because I know you were put on this earth for something unordinary..Los, what can I say, the funniest man I know, and as far as feelings about relationships and women, God must have duplicated us, your a sweet soul with a great heart, and that perfection in the form of the opposite sex, is waiting for you, in due time brother you will have what you want, because I know you, and in this life, that is your meaning, it won't be a career, though I know you will be successful, your most success will come through family..Sean I dont know what I would have done in life with out you, I would actually probably be some anti social pale kid that plays warcraft ha..I am strong because of you, I learned from everything you have done in life to make me who I am today and I love you for it, You amaze me still on your dedication, and how you made a life for yourself, and the way you handle things, and I just want the best for you and your family, and I know one day soon, that house you always wanted will come around, maybe not as soon as I want you guys to have it, but it will be here..To everyone I have in my life, I love you, I admire you, and mostly, I respect you.

200....? I Lost Count.

Well another year is upon us, and I am excited to an extent, but of course I have my doubts like always about certain subjects that come with the package. I didn't even do anything today, it kind of sucked, and truthfully I don't even feel like typing or writing with intelligence..(ha), I told myself I would be positive for the 08', and that i would throw some baby powder on my hand and pimp slap it, make that bitch mine, but today, was not a good start. I did get out and run like I stated I would do, so there is one plus. People confuse me? Life is one of those things, like a good twist in the plot of a movie, just when you think you got it figured out, something so off the wall comes and skates in..some people you want in your life you cant have becuase their plans blueprint might of left you out, and others you really want in your life, that might actually return the thought, might not ever end up with you because of stuff that is out of your control..I am going to be 24 years old, why do I feel so out of control? So helpless? Don't get it, never will, this year I will change for the better, I will stop pursuing these companionships from other people that when it comes down to the nitty gritty, have the thought of what toothpaste to use on a higher priority than my good being..Sometimes I care too much, but you know what that is just something I can't quit, thats what I do, I suppose I just have to do it in a more conservative action..Friends are like M&M's, you usually got a handful you keep close, but the rest just melt away...so happy new year to all, to the few, and I do mean FEW (like I can count on one hand), I love yall and appreciate everything you give me in this life, to you others, in 07 I would of said FUCK YOU, but for now, We will keep it at a friendly smile, and a chuck of the duece.