What Am I Doing?

Ok yet another day I think about shit like a fly..Well i went to work today and half the time was sitting there in boredom...and while engaged in this brainless activity of text messaging homies i started to ponder...what the fuck am i going to do when i graduate? i mean i KNOW what I'm going to do, which is "live" life and get a real job, but really what am i going to do? Am i going to stay here? Or am i going to move like i always said i would? Don't get it twisted like the board game but i am super down to move away, but its going to be crazy, like, i got to look for a job in a different state, it is definitely going to be a change. But if i stay here where do i get a job at? My brother did say he could possibly get me a job at his work making good money, which would be more lovely than a coke bottle frame in a black dress but who knows if that will work out..So i started to calculate it out, like if i did decide to reside in San Diego how much is the bare minimum i have to make to do what I'm trying to do, apartment wise..i came up with a figure of around 16 bucks an hour, which is about 30k a year..and to be honest i would be barely getting by like my name was talib kweli (lol)...so this is going to take some serious thought..but luckily i do have a little time, one more semester, i graduate in may, so 5 months to really figure this predicament out..On another note I'm going to be on some new shit, i really figured out that being negative can be subconscious and mos def it can be contagious, so if your hating on somebody, most likely it is because someone close to you was hating on another..i realized how much time is wasted in our life through people worrying about somebody Else's life and what they are doing, so i got to worry about my damn self and stay focused like a canon...on a music note, i am listening to that new bishop lamont mixtape "pope mobile", wow. That is all i can say this dood is the truth if you have not heard him yet, the west will be brought back by this man right here and his boss, the man, the mythe the legend, the doc...and on another note, i do hope every ones Christmas was good, mine was definitely good, i got serius satellite radio for the whip, this lil gizmo is a definite buy if you don't got one yet, worth every penny..so after Christmas was done and the family went home and the ham was all in our tummy's, me and the homie los decided to hit the movies and check out "the great debaters", this movie is a true story and a definite hit, movie is crazy. so check it out if you have not done so yet. well all i can say is if you notice your being negative, switch it up like ya undies people..and lets get on some positiveness and real life with real importance.